saturday , sunday and monday . if i were to put friday into account then it will be a total of four days without study , all of the four days were spent poorly . i know i've already did badly for MYE . am i taking O level this year ? looks like im gonna take it next year . i need to buck up , need to start opening those revision textbook worksheet and whatever that needs to be open . its easier said than done . why the hell did i go to sec 5 ? a minute ago i feel like studying , a minute later i feel like quiting . i know i do give up easily but what can i do ? the fire inside of me die easily .

i know i need to change my attitude towards not only studying but eveything i do and show the people surrounding me that im someone better than they have seen in the past few years . people always say that it is hard to change but did they ever give it a shot ? i know i will give it a shot , thats the only choice i have . my whole future now depends on my O level .

i've already chosen this path so i just need to do whats right from now .